"Sleep.....Where Art Thou??"
Hey there,
Figured it was more than time for an update. As I have stated before the mood has to hit me right to write and as you can see it hasn't for almost a month. Anyways, things have been going well. Just trying to keep up with everything this last year in Nursing school throws at me. I was able to score pretty well on my first two nursing tests so it’s nice to begin with some breathing room (that’s not to say I'm gonna slack off for the next two). My relationship with God has really improved lately as well which is always a good thing. I got pretty far astray the last time and I never want to return to that desolate place ever again. It's amazing how many times simple distractions that hold no eternal value and mean absolutely nothing can throw us off course. It really makes you wonder....where on earth would we be without His eternal grace and love. I've often said that if I were God I would put me beneath hell. Thankfully I'm not and He possesses a love that I will never fully comprehend. The one thing in life right now that is kinda sucky is the fact that I CANNOT SLEEP!!! It really has been over a month that I have had a decent night's rest. I'm beginning to think that insomnia is hereditary. Reason being is that my dad has one of the worst sleeping patterns I have seen and I have noticed that I am following in his footsteps. I'm gonna give it till next week and then I'm going to go and see the nurse practitioner. I really cannot continue on in this state and it is really beginning to affect my relationships and schoolwork. I believe that God can provide me with the rest I need but if the answer to my repeated prayers lies in a pill then so be it.
Till Next Time,
~N
Figured it was more than time for an update. As I have stated before the mood has to hit me right to write and as you can see it hasn't for almost a month. Anyways, things have been going well. Just trying to keep up with everything this last year in Nursing school throws at me. I was able to score pretty well on my first two nursing tests so it’s nice to begin with some breathing room (that’s not to say I'm gonna slack off for the next two). My relationship with God has really improved lately as well which is always a good thing. I got pretty far astray the last time and I never want to return to that desolate place ever again. It's amazing how many times simple distractions that hold no eternal value and mean absolutely nothing can throw us off course. It really makes you wonder....where on earth would we be without His eternal grace and love. I've often said that if I were God I would put me beneath hell. Thankfully I'm not and He possesses a love that I will never fully comprehend. The one thing in life right now that is kinda sucky is the fact that I CANNOT SLEEP!!! It really has been over a month that I have had a decent night's rest. I'm beginning to think that insomnia is hereditary. Reason being is that my dad has one of the worst sleeping patterns I have seen and I have noticed that I am following in his footsteps. I'm gonna give it till next week and then I'm going to go and see the nurse practitioner. I really cannot continue on in this state and it is really beginning to affect my relationships and schoolwork. I believe that God can provide me with the rest I need but if the answer to my repeated prayers lies in a pill then so be it.
Till Next Time,
~N
posted by ~N at 3:25 PM
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